This year we are facing with a lot of disasters, as you know. Only Covid-19 pandemic is enough to make us feel depressed. However, my private life has its own “disasters” too.
I’m having really tough times. Probably the worst ever. There is a whole change in my life. Even my routine has FULLY changed.
I’m not the one who responsible for what happened. But the situations affect me anyway.
To be honest, I believe I have kept being strong. And actually, I haven’t felt that strong before. (Still, I complained a lot.)
I should pull myself together.
I know I can’t bring back the old days; but I can adapt to my new reality. I just have to.
You’ll never change your life until you change something you do daily. The secret of your success is found in your daily routine.John C. Maxwell
Step by step, I’m going to establish a routine for maintaining psychological well-being and productivity. But this time, it’s not gonna be an experimentation. Eventually, I think I need consistency. I want to have lifetime routines.
More or less I discovered how any habit affects myself. I virtually learned what makes me satisfied or depressed.
All of my sadness, anger or worries are root in my disappointments only about myself.
Unless I achieve being myself, I won’t be truly happy. Unless I live life how I want to live it, I won’t be satisfied.
I have an ideal life that I somehow try to catch it. While sometimes I’m so determined and productive, other times my dreams seem too gorgeous to me then I don’t even make an effort to touch them.
This giving up periods are impeding my progress. To make my dreams come true I should always be on my way. Maybe I can’t go forward every time, at least I need to keep my position, my distance; I mean my closeness with my dreams.
The ability to change constantly and effectively is made easier by high-level continuity.Michael Porter
If we agree on 2020 is the worst year ever, just let me know that.